Saturday, February 3, 2007
blogthings
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
mels was awake at 11:10 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Well. So.
My brain is reeling. There always seem to be points in my life when everything just chooses one time to happen all at once.
I need to do something. ANYTHING. Sometimes I just wished I knew how to live my life.
And between money and time, right now, money means more to me than time.
Youth is wasted on the young.
I need to do something. ANYTHING. Sometimes I just wished I knew how to live my life.
And between money and time, right now, money means more to me than time.
Youth is wasted on the young.
mels was awake at 03:53 a.m.
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
exhaustion is a disease.
The week could not possibly be any longer.
Groan.
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On more astonishing news, the rah msged me. Granted, it was only so that she could spread the word that she and ja like each other, but honestly, I don't really see how it affects me.
I mean, I try to be nice, because it's only polite, and it's not like I hate her (anymore) or anything, so of course you say all the nice civilised things, like "hahah, that's so random" and "oh so is anything happening?" , but in the end... I still don't see why she bothered telling me. It's not like I even speak to them anymore. Why would I care?
Maybe it's just her need to tell someone. Spread the joy and whatnot.
Hahah, and I hope I don't sound more bitter than amused when I mentally pat ja on the back and wish him the best of luck.
Because really. He's gonna need it.
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Watched Stranger Than Fiction with j and bry on wed :) It was really amusing in a way that I didn't know will farrel could be amusing.
It's rare, nowadays, the kind of comedy that appeals to your sense of irony and black humour.
Makes you want to appreciate it even more I guess.
j was in a bad mood. I've never heard her cuss over sms before, and it was jarring, to say the least. Plus, she and bry got into some weirdass argument on the way to the mrt station about office timings and subscription deadlines.
Do I sense peril in paradise?
Dun-duh-DUH.
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Cor, everything seems to be due next week. I've got an econs presentation, which I hope will be over in a few painless minutes, but after that comes all the intensive research. Which is bad, because I haven't stepped into a library in ages.
There's also the CT assignment, which I regrettably have yet to formulate because, for the very same reasons, all the good research one can do is done in a library. And I'm a fan of sitting in front of my computer and googling.
Stats assignment, which involves currently forgotten concepts of poisson and binomial distribution, and a microecons assignment that I can't understand.
Not to mention the numerous forums that I'll have to plough through and reply to. Not exactly the highlight of my day.
And as if that wasn't enough, I've got tons of research to do for BGS, involving surveys, proposal presentations, and thick volumes of reading.
--
People should have come up with a God for students.
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Groan.
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On more astonishing news, the rah msged me. Granted, it was only so that she could spread the word that she and ja like each other, but honestly, I don't really see how it affects me.
I mean, I try to be nice, because it's only polite, and it's not like I hate her (anymore) or anything, so of course you say all the nice civilised things, like "hahah, that's so random" and "oh so is anything happening?" , but in the end... I still don't see why she bothered telling me. It's not like I even speak to them anymore. Why would I care?
Maybe it's just her need to tell someone. Spread the joy and whatnot.
Hahah, and I hope I don't sound more bitter than amused when I mentally pat ja on the back and wish him the best of luck.
Because really. He's gonna need it.
--
Watched Stranger Than Fiction with j and bry on wed :) It was really amusing in a way that I didn't know will farrel could be amusing.
It's rare, nowadays, the kind of comedy that appeals to your sense of irony and black humour.
Makes you want to appreciate it even more I guess.
j was in a bad mood. I've never heard her cuss over sms before, and it was jarring, to say the least. Plus, she and bry got into some weirdass argument on the way to the mrt station about office timings and subscription deadlines.
Do I sense peril in paradise?
Dun-duh-DUH.
--
Cor, everything seems to be due next week. I've got an econs presentation, which I hope will be over in a few painless minutes, but after that comes all the intensive research. Which is bad, because I haven't stepped into a library in ages.
There's also the CT assignment, which I regrettably have yet to formulate because, for the very same reasons, all the good research one can do is done in a library. And I'm a fan of sitting in front of my computer and googling.
Stats assignment, which involves currently forgotten concepts of poisson and binomial distribution, and a microecons assignment that I can't understand.
Not to mention the numerous forums that I'll have to plough through and reply to. Not exactly the highlight of my day.
And as if that wasn't enough, I've got tons of research to do for BGS, involving surveys, proposal presentations, and thick volumes of reading.
--
People should have come up with a God for students.
mels was awake at 05:31 p.m.
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
Always All Ways
Give me answers, get me through
I'm waiting for you
Apologies, Glances, and Mess Up Chances.
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Oh gosh, major headache. This week has been busy busy busy. It doesn't even feel like a week. More like a month.
Being swamped with schoolwork is a new sensation to me. It's like, I feel the pressure, but I haven't reached the fullsteam yet. Plus, it doesn't help that I have nothing of a social life whatsoever.
I never knew you could be high on painkillers.
I mean, I've heard of it, but I never really believed it till it happened to me -groans-
And I think I totally embarrassed myself in the process -grimace-
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In other news, I met Nicholas-The-Major-Asswipe at mambo this week. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on how you look at it), I was already too revved up on pineapple cocktails and midori to be too pissed at him, no pun intended.
HAH hah and if it's any sign of fate, I bumped into him after sidestepping a puddle of puke. Ew.
I tried to pointedly ignore him the whole night, but I just had to say hi, and ask him something along the lines of "you here on your own?"
Ack.
Plus, j kept pulling us around the dancefloor because guys kept surrounding us and grabbing me by the waist and lugging me over to their side. Seriously, dude, you're note cute enough to do something like that. Maybe I should learn from j and just ignore them. Loophole here, though, is that guys usually ask her first, whereas they think that they can just grab me. WHAT? Do I have that look or something?
Oh, and it didn't help that we somehow kept bumping into Major Asswipe, so I bet his over-inflated ego would've led him to think that I was secretly tailing him on the dancefloor or something.
ARGH. I hate it when people do that. It's just like the minsheng scenario all over again. Just looking at him is enough to conclude that he's God's gift to women, and that I'm absolutely smitten. To clarify, I usually wouldn't care about the size of your ego, but when it affects me, adversely, believe me when I say I'm itching to intervene.
But overall, a nice night. I wouldn't have gone if it wasn't for the fact that I love my j so so much, but it turned out to be worth it and more so :D no complaints here.
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I need a datebook. Too many things happening at once! And I need a new cca too, because I was a chicken and quite dance.
But like I said! I would totally join if they had separate classes for non-performance, foundation-less losers like me!
Which means that I'll probably have to recontact the Vié people.
--
If they made pills for laziness, I would totally be your niche market.
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I'm waiting for you
Apologies, Glances, and Mess Up Chances.
--
Oh gosh, major headache. This week has been busy busy busy. It doesn't even feel like a week. More like a month.
Being swamped with schoolwork is a new sensation to me. It's like, I feel the pressure, but I haven't reached the fullsteam yet. Plus, it doesn't help that I have nothing of a social life whatsoever.
I never knew you could be high on painkillers.
I mean, I've heard of it, but I never really believed it till it happened to me -groans-
And I think I totally embarrassed myself in the process -grimace-
--
In other news, I met Nicholas-The-Major-Asswipe at mambo this week. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on how you look at it), I was already too revved up on pineapple cocktails and midori to be too pissed at him, no pun intended.
HAH hah and if it's any sign of fate, I bumped into him after sidestepping a puddle of puke. Ew.
I tried to pointedly ignore him the whole night, but I just had to say hi, and ask him something along the lines of "you here on your own?"
Ack.
Plus, j kept pulling us around the dancefloor because guys kept surrounding us and grabbing me by the waist and lugging me over to their side. Seriously, dude, you're note cute enough to do something like that. Maybe I should learn from j and just ignore them. Loophole here, though, is that guys usually ask her first, whereas they think that they can just grab me. WHAT? Do I have that look or something?
Oh, and it didn't help that we somehow kept bumping into Major Asswipe, so I bet his over-inflated ego would've led him to think that I was secretly tailing him on the dancefloor or something.
ARGH. I hate it when people do that. It's just like the minsheng scenario all over again. Just looking at him is enough to conclude that he's God's gift to women, and that I'm absolutely smitten. To clarify, I usually wouldn't care about the size of your ego, but when it affects me, adversely, believe me when I say I'm itching to intervene.
But overall, a nice night. I wouldn't have gone if it wasn't for the fact that I love my j so so much, but it turned out to be worth it and more so :D no complaints here.
--
I need a datebook. Too many things happening at once! And I need a new cca too, because I was a chicken and quite dance.
But like I said! I would totally join if they had separate classes for non-performance, foundation-less losers like me!
Which means that I'll probably have to recontact the Vié people.
--
If they made pills for laziness, I would totally be your niche market.
mels was awake at 10:00 p.m.
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Thursday, January 4, 2007
panic attack!
AAARRRGGHHH!!!
Ok. How do you clean up a mess you never wanted to create in the first place?
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People should make pills for laziness. And pills for dishonesty.
And pills for somehow managing to screw things up all the time.
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Ok. How do you clean up a mess you never wanted to create in the first place?
--
People should make pills for laziness. And pills for dishonesty.
And pills for somehow managing to screw things up all the time.
mels was awake at 10:11 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007
monty pylon
Something astonishing just happened. j asked me to go clubbing.
o__o
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ARGH school is starting again tomorrow and I'm so not prepared!!
I need to get more tuition done.. I've got a feeling that I'll be wallowing in debt by the end of feb, what with the cny shopping sprees, frantic present-buying, food gorging and whatnot.
Seriously. I forsee a shitload spent on food because I'll be in school so often it'll be the only thing I'll be able to find to fill my time between classes.
Oh, food and studying, of course.
And I'll need to spend some money on getting a new pair of glasses. Because the current ones are FREAKING HURTING MY NOSE and I would like very much to keep what little nosebridge I have, thank you.
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I need to apologise big time to my tuition kid. I've missed too many lessons and I really need to make it up to her. SIGH. PLEASE DON'T LET HER HATE ME.
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I'm scared, even though I keep telling myself there's no need to be.
I mean, it's not MY fault she up and blew things completely out of proportion.
But oh wells. Que sera, sera, and whatnot.
Shouldn't there be some sort of courage reserve for the righteous?
o__o
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ARGH school is starting again tomorrow and I'm so not prepared!!
I need to get more tuition done.. I've got a feeling that I'll be wallowing in debt by the end of feb, what with the cny shopping sprees, frantic present-buying, food gorging and whatnot.
Seriously. I forsee a shitload spent on food because I'll be in school so often it'll be the only thing I'll be able to find to fill my time between classes.
Oh, food and studying, of course.
And I'll need to spend some money on getting a new pair of glasses. Because the current ones are FREAKING HURTING MY NOSE and I would like very much to keep what little nosebridge I have, thank you.
--
I need to apologise big time to my tuition kid. I've missed too many lessons and I really need to make it up to her. SIGH. PLEASE DON'T LET HER HATE ME.
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I'm scared, even though I keep telling myself there's no need to be.
I mean, it's not MY fault she up and blew things completely out of proportion.
But oh wells. Que sera, sera, and whatnot.
Shouldn't there be some sort of courage reserve for the righteous?
mels was awake at 09:10 p.m.
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Monday, January 1, 2007
randomness strikes
I'm moments away from dinner, bursting at the seams, and wondering how I managed to accumulate all the flab around my waist region.
School's starting soon! Time to freak out!
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I think I'd make a very bad lover.
Really.
I'm terrified at letting anyone see me naked, much less someone I'm attracted to, and whom I would like to stay attracted to me :p
And I don't really like being touched everywhere. I don't know why. Random and inconvenient phobias.
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I wonder if there's a hamster heaven, and if it's filled with endless supplies of sunflower seeds and exercise wheels the size of skyscrapers.
Bridget doesn't seem to be too welcome to the thought of salad for dinner.
Chalk that up to another thing we seem to have in common, together with the morning laziness, bursts of nocturnalism, and stoic celibacy.
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Finally I've managed to change my phone. Hopefully I won't manage to drop it as many times as I've managed to drop the previous one.
And WHY do all my phones somehow turn out pink?
School's starting soon! Time to freak out!
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I think I'd make a very bad lover.
Really.
I'm terrified at letting anyone see me naked, much less someone I'm attracted to, and whom I would like to stay attracted to me :p
And I don't really like being touched everywhere. I don't know why. Random and inconvenient phobias.
--
I wonder if there's a hamster heaven, and if it's filled with endless supplies of sunflower seeds and exercise wheels the size of skyscrapers.
Bridget doesn't seem to be too welcome to the thought of salad for dinner.
Chalk that up to another thing we seem to have in common, together with the morning laziness, bursts of nocturnalism, and stoic celibacy.
--
Finally I've managed to change my phone. Hopefully I won't manage to drop it as many times as I've managed to drop the previous one.
And WHY do all my phones somehow turn out pink?
mels was awake at 05:20 p.m.
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
the balcony beckons
I LOVE MY NISA.
and I love my new jammies!
-hugs millefiulle, whom I got with jinin over ages ago, and am beginning to wonder how she's coping in the states since the last entry I read off her blog was quite depressing, and oops! I'm beginning to digress-
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Fish and Co. was great! Thank you to nisa and young for the great dinner conversation, and justin and luke and kenneth for the after-party at The Balcony! Love you all lots and lots, even if I'd only met you for an hour or so. More fun than I've had in ages :)
And I think the kind of alcohol that you order says alot about you! Like, nisa is sooo a mango marguerita, tangy and exotic; and young is definitely a lime jellita, quirky and unique.
But I don't think I'm a bellini though... classic and bubbly and sweet.
Ok maybe sometimes. When I'm in a good mood hee.
--
Wearing the roxy socks that psy got me 3239857 years ago because it's really freaking cold right now and my toes were about to freeze off.
I think I saw him on the train yesterday but I'm really not sure! Because somehow, everyone starts looking like someone you know around this time of year when people are swarming around town, and I really didn't want to go up and ask, less I make a fool out of myself o___o
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The taxi uncle on my way back from tuition started talking about the weather, and how the flooding's really bad in malaysia right now. And I realised that all the really bad disasters seem to be happening right around Christmas time.
IS THIS A SIGN???
I sure hope not.
I happen to like Taiwan's submarine cables in tact, thankyouverymuch. The recent earthquake has really affected the transfer rate with regards to my drama serials -___-
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I don't know what I'm going to be doing for New Year's, but I'm already looking forward to the big Oh-Seven!
Aside from the fact that I'll probably be camping out in school all the time in order to cope with the OVERWHELMING demands of my new timetable, and that I will have no semblance of a life whatsoever that does not revolve around school in someway, I REALLY hope things will start to pick up! Something different! Maybe I'll finally start participating in cca activities, and start talking to my professors and classmates more, and actually have people recognise me as "hey, aren't you that girl who uses gsr so-and-so all the time?"
Ah, such dreams :D
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Why are people only sad when I'm happy?
and I love my new jammies!
-hugs millefiulle, whom I got with jinin over ages ago, and am beginning to wonder how she's coping in the states since the last entry I read off her blog was quite depressing, and oops! I'm beginning to digress-
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Fish and Co. was great! Thank you to nisa and young for the great dinner conversation, and justin and luke and kenneth for the after-party at The Balcony! Love you all lots and lots, even if I'd only met you for an hour or so. More fun than I've had in ages :)
And I think the kind of alcohol that you order says alot about you! Like, nisa is sooo a mango marguerita, tangy and exotic; and young is definitely a lime jellita, quirky and unique.
But I don't think I'm a bellini though... classic and bubbly and sweet.
Ok maybe sometimes. When I'm in a good mood hee.
--
Wearing the roxy socks that psy got me 3239857 years ago because it's really freaking cold right now and my toes were about to freeze off.
I think I saw him on the train yesterday but I'm really not sure! Because somehow, everyone starts looking like someone you know around this time of year when people are swarming around town, and I really didn't want to go up and ask, less I make a fool out of myself o___o
--
The taxi uncle on my way back from tuition started talking about the weather, and how the flooding's really bad in malaysia right now. And I realised that all the really bad disasters seem to be happening right around Christmas time.
IS THIS A SIGN???
I sure hope not.
I happen to like Taiwan's submarine cables in tact, thankyouverymuch. The recent earthquake has really affected the transfer rate with regards to my drama serials -___-
--
I don't know what I'm going to be doing for New Year's, but I'm already looking forward to the big Oh-Seven!
Aside from the fact that I'll probably be camping out in school all the time in order to cope with the OVERWHELMING demands of my new timetable, and that I will have no semblance of a life whatsoever that does not revolve around school in someway, I REALLY hope things will start to pick up! Something different! Maybe I'll finally start participating in cca activities, and start talking to my professors and classmates more, and actually have people recognise me as "hey, aren't you that girl who uses gsr so-and-so all the time?"
Ah, such dreams :D
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Why are people only sad when I'm happy?
mels was awake at 09:49 p.m.
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Monday, December 25, 2006
eggnog dreams
More dinner than I could handle, two glasses of wine, multiple slices of ice-cream cake, a cup of vietnamese coffee, and an assortment of gummies later, I find myself wide awake and unable to do anything about it, so here I am, hoping to while away some time before the sun rises, and before I have to wake up again.
This Christmas has been the best in a while so far. I spent it with people that I love, and people that love me, and that's far more to be thankful for than all the good food and presents in the world combined.
(Ok, maybe not ALL the presents in the world. Just remembered that once Christmas is over, I'll probably go back to being a materialistic brat again.)
But maybe it's the combination of nostalgic Christmas movies on cable and the forced human contact around this time of year that's made me feel like... like everything's gonna be ok somehow.
As I told the polarbear, Christmas makes everything ok :)
Even if it's just for a little while.
And even if there isn't any snow.
--
Sent Christmas wishes to the rah. And yellow. I don't know if it was wishful thinking on my part to hope that they would reply, but I'd somehow fantasised that they would, and then after that things would be alright again.
But they haven't. And it's not. And I don't regret it, because it's Christmas, and if there's ever a time to forgive them, why not now?
I still don't know what's going on on the other side of the fence, but I know that I've gotten over it, and can only hope that they have too. I think the only thing I might still be a little worried about is the misunderstanding, but I guess, even if I never really get the chance to trash things out, I'd still be ok.
It's like they said in Hitch. Even if we'll never see each other again, we'd probably just move on and live perfectly normal lives.
And, well. Some things just aren't worth it.
Trying to communicate with people who won't listen is one of them.
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I really hope the new year's going to be different. It's a week early to be thinking about 2007, what with New Year's more than a week away, but I've already done the "looking back" in part, and WOAH, it's been a long year.
I've gone through two jobs, re-thunk my life's future about 5 million times over, gotten over a crush or four, lost a best friend, broke my heart, found new people to love, had an organisation call the dean on me, and started a new school year, just to name a few.
You can't help but feel a little older after all that.
Older and wiser, I hope.
And as easy as it is to list all the things that went wrong, I really really want to remember all the things that went right.
Things I'll never forget even if I wanted to, for the good and bad.
Like shoo's late night sms. Nise's love and support. The faculty's strong enough belief in me to give me a freaking scholarship. Reconnecting with my aunt. Gaining a few valuable contacts for the future :D Making new friends. Experimenting my sexual boundaries. Late night suppers and reunion dinners. Tea parties and lame jokes.
How to deal when a part of your life that you thought was perfect suddenly crumbles down on you.
--
I talked to God for the first time in a long time tonight, and I thanked him for all the wonderful things he's given me.
I just hope it won't be too short before I start forgetting that again.
--
Merry Christmas!
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This Christmas has been the best in a while so far. I spent it with people that I love, and people that love me, and that's far more to be thankful for than all the good food and presents in the world combined.
(Ok, maybe not ALL the presents in the world. Just remembered that once Christmas is over, I'll probably go back to being a materialistic brat again.)
But maybe it's the combination of nostalgic Christmas movies on cable and the forced human contact around this time of year that's made me feel like... like everything's gonna be ok somehow.
As I told the polarbear, Christmas makes everything ok :)
Even if it's just for a little while.
And even if there isn't any snow.
--
Sent Christmas wishes to the rah. And yellow. I don't know if it was wishful thinking on my part to hope that they would reply, but I'd somehow fantasised that they would, and then after that things would be alright again.
But they haven't. And it's not. And I don't regret it, because it's Christmas, and if there's ever a time to forgive them, why not now?
I still don't know what's going on on the other side of the fence, but I know that I've gotten over it, and can only hope that they have too. I think the only thing I might still be a little worried about is the misunderstanding, but I guess, even if I never really get the chance to trash things out, I'd still be ok.
It's like they said in Hitch. Even if we'll never see each other again, we'd probably just move on and live perfectly normal lives.
And, well. Some things just aren't worth it.
Trying to communicate with people who won't listen is one of them.
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I really hope the new year's going to be different. It's a week early to be thinking about 2007, what with New Year's more than a week away, but I've already done the "looking back" in part, and WOAH, it's been a long year.
I've gone through two jobs, re-thunk my life's future about 5 million times over, gotten over a crush or four, lost a best friend, broke my heart, found new people to love, had an organisation call the dean on me, and started a new school year, just to name a few.
You can't help but feel a little older after all that.
Older and wiser, I hope.
And as easy as it is to list all the things that went wrong, I really really want to remember all the things that went right.
Things I'll never forget even if I wanted to, for the good and bad.
Like shoo's late night sms. Nise's love and support. The faculty's strong enough belief in me to give me a freaking scholarship. Reconnecting with my aunt. Gaining a few valuable contacts for the future :D Making new friends. Experimenting my sexual boundaries. Late night suppers and reunion dinners. Tea parties and lame jokes.
How to deal when a part of your life that you thought was perfect suddenly crumbles down on you.
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I talked to God for the first time in a long time tonight, and I thanked him for all the wonderful things he's given me.
I just hope it won't be too short before I start forgetting that again.
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Merry Christmas!
mels was awake at 04:24 a.m.
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
winter cleaning
Getting into the Christmas spirit 2! (see below for 1)
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Dear girl, I know what it's like to be tired of trying to prove yourself to people all the time. Trust me. It's disappointing.
I guess at the end of the day, if you've gotta work at getting them to see you, that's already a sign that it's really not going to work out.
Just be the best version of yourself you can be! If at the end of the day, you can live with yourself and what you've done, it's all good.
And I've been wondering about that. Alot, lately.
A person I love once told me, if you're wondering if it's worth it to trust someone, it probably already means you don't.
Love is not a maybe thing.
So maybe, finally, I don't love you anymore.
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Um. So. Well. I finally got my room clean :D
Sort of.
I had to give up on a tuition session to get it done, but somehow, (I hope) it was worth it.
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Financial crisis strikes!
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I don't want alot this Christmas
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you.
mels was awake at 03:22 p.m.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
The devil rides the subway
SHOPPING!!
omg have been out of my mind for the past week. I keep giving myself the excuse that it's because I'm shopping for presents, but somehow, the receipts just seem to add up against that rationality :x
splurging through the mng sale was... fun :D burnt my pockets, but it was oh so satisfying. topshop has really cool accessories too. love my new skull scarf. and shoes omg lovely shoes! please let me find occasions to wear them!
lalala la la... I'm a happy happy girl.
when I was bored in the mrt.
mng shades!
and I finally got all my presents settled! so exciting my first year where I can afford to get people presents! gosh I feel all grown up.
--
Night at the Museum was funny! ever the moral ending, but it had it's humorous moments nonetheless, so I'm not complaining.
omg carl's jr twice in a week! I feel flubby :(
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can't wait to see my nise again :)
it's been raining for almost 4 days straight now and I know I'm not the only one wishing for snow!
and whatever rudolph had, I bet it was contagious.
-sniffle-
omg have been out of my mind for the past week. I keep giving myself the excuse that it's because I'm shopping for presents, but somehow, the receipts just seem to add up against that rationality :x
splurging through the mng sale was... fun :D burnt my pockets, but it was oh so satisfying. topshop has really cool accessories too. love my new skull scarf. and shoes omg lovely shoes! please let me find occasions to wear them!
lalala la la... I'm a happy happy girl.
when I was bored in the mrt.
mng shades!
and I finally got all my presents settled! so exciting my first year where I can afford to get people presents! gosh I feel all grown up.
--
Night at the Museum was funny! ever the moral ending, but it had it's humorous moments nonetheless, so I'm not complaining.
omg carl's jr twice in a week! I feel flubby :(
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can't wait to see my nise again :)
it's been raining for almost 4 days straight now and I know I'm not the only one wishing for snow!
and whatever rudolph had, I bet it was contagious.
-sniffle-
mels was awake at 10:14 p.m.
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